daughter listen a rabbit hole
is not an escape route still i know you
will jump down enough of them
with a shovel digging
for every man with hands tied
behind his back but
daughter you will be forgiven and daughter
you will forgive and daughter there will be seeds in the
broken earth of your body
daughter you will carry them to new land
watch them rise and
daughter don’t wait for thunder to
find your hurricanes
find them first and stand in their middle
but before you speak of them— listen
so you know which words to let go of listen until
you see which of their smiles bend the
summer light like fool’s gold daughter the lake
near home sometimes glimmers in the darkness
but this is not the same as sunrise
daughter, daughter one day a day will come filled with
silence and it will not be unkind to you
daughter in the depth of a February unlike
another there will be a voice
unbreakable, tangled into a name,
yours, and you will see your shadow
move across the mountain
and daughter, daughter
you will learn to love it
i talk myself down from the ledge
within the words
as if by melting
into the thin wind of sound,
i could find myself again.
the men are only spines, only voices,
says the wise women.
but don’t you wish you could start over,
sometimes, forget what you know?
call it intuition: how before he can call
you chew through the telephone wire
because there is a difference between being held
and being held
gently,
between erasure and being erased.
oh, to live like a child
(here is the church and here is the steeple)
to know again a knowledge
you have long
let go of.